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Il mio nome e Cindy Carolyn.
I was born on 12th June 1999 with straight brown hair, brown eyes and pale white skin. My horoscope is Gemini. My blood type O. My hobby is reading, swimming, walking around, playing with my dog, dancing, and do many other silly things. I don't take many selfies like my friends do. Love and will always love Disney. Probably my favorite snack is Churros :D. I'm a quite talkative person. I always feel nervous when talking in front of many people. Sweet tooth. Want to learn French so bad. I have a weird habit in studying. (These are enough information about me right? lol) Don't judge my blog. I just post what I like :)

Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go.

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Saturday, March 8, 2014

 OKAY. This is an old and really common story that I made 2 years ago with some modification. Since about 2 months again, my friends and I won't be in the same school again. Idk what's the title so yeah I just put random title. Hope you enjoy!

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People are chattering, laughing around me. I used to do that with my friend. Yes, friend. Let me tell you about my friend. Her name is Jessie. She was the only person who wanted to be friends with me, back when I first started high school.
              
I stood in front of a huge school building, written “Lorient International High School”. First day of school always makes me feel nervous. Just as I walked in, a bunch of fancy girls came to me.
               “Ow ow ow. So you’re the transfer student? Are you kidding me, you look nothing like us! This school is getting worse and worse” said one of them that I considered her as the leader of the group.
               “Oh, c’mon Kylie, we don’t have time to do this”
               “Owh, I always have time for new students” said Kylie grinning at me
I knew they were going to do something bad. Some girls pulled my hands, I couldn’t move. Kylie took out a kind of color spray and she syringed my whole clothes with it, including my hair and face. I screamed although it was useless.
               “Welcome to Lorient School, sweetie” said Kylie, laughing with her friends
Suddenly Kylie dropped the spray. A girl with short black hair showed up
               “Go away!” shouted the girl
Everyone stopped and started leaving me. I collapsed on the ground. Worst day ever. I took a deep breath and tried to get up. Then I felt hands, helping me up. I was so embarrassed and I felt like I wanted to cry. I was totally screwed up. I was PINK.
               “C’mon, let’s get you clean up. You don’t want to miss your first class huh?” said the tomboy girl
I just stood there, looking like an idiot while other students passed through, laughing.
               “I’m Jessie. And I’m not one of those girls.”
She dragged me to the backyard. There was a pipe of water and I cleaned up myself there.
               “Thank you.”
               “What for?”
               “For helping me”
               “It was nothing”
               “Nothing? You just-“
               “Just forget about it. Why weren’t you fighting back? Why you just screamed there like an idiot and weak girl?”
I couldn’t say a word. She’s right, I’m a total idiot girl ever and ever.
               “What’s your name?”
               “Liz.”
               “Don’t you want a revenge?” said Jessie, grinning at me
               “Revenge?”
               “C’mon. It’ll be totally fun”
So I changed my clothes with my PE uniform and went to class.  It was early and only a few students were in class. Jessie took out something from her bag. “STRONG GLUE”. She stopped right next to a chair that I guessed it was Kylie’s seat.
               “So what do you say?”
I grinned.
               “I’d love a revenge”
Jessie spread the glue on Kylie’s chair. I laughed and so did Jessie. The bell rang and students came to class. I sat right next to Jessie, two rows behind Kylie’s seat. Just as Kylie sat down, Jessie and I shared look and laugh. The class went smoothly until the bell rang. It was break time. I quickly looked at Kylie who was trying to stand up.
               “OH! WHAT IS THIS? GLUE?? WHO THE HECK PUT GLUE ON MY SEAT? I’M GONNA KILL YOU!!” shouted Kylie angrily.
Jessie pulled me out and we reached canteen. We were laughing really hard until people looking at us like two crazy students.
               “That was… Sweet revenge”
               “I know right?” said Jessie with a big smile on her face.
So there went my first day of school. Day by day, I was getting closer to Jessie. Kylie and her friends were not brave enough to bully me again since I had my “bodyguard”. I felt so comfortable with Jessie. She is a smart, kind, fun girl I’ve ever met. I could tell or do anything with her. I was so happy.
              
               “Hey Je! Have you studied math? Do you understand this-“
Jessie stood up and walked out of the class. I was so confused. She had never ignored me before. She was always the one who started talk.
I went searching and found Jessie sitting in the library. I sat in front of her.
               “Jessie.. Why did you-“
               “Just shut up or go away. I don’t want to be disturbed.” Said Jessie with a quite loud voice.
I was so shocked. So I left her and went back to class.
She kept ignoring me for days. I didn’t know what was wrong. Why is she like that? There went another day of school. I was sitting in class, alone. Thinking what’s wrong with Jessie. Then she went in and just sat in front of me without saying a single word. I couldn’t hold myself anymore. I slammed Jessie’s desk.
               “Stop it. Why are you like this? Did I ever do something wrong to you? Why do you suddenly shut me out? What happened? If I ever did anything bad or wrong, I’m sorry okay. But please talk to me!”
               “You didn’t do anything wrong, Liz! I just- I just don’t to be friends with you anymore!” said Jessie angrily.
               “Wha… Jessie you know you’re the only friend I have! Why are you like this??”
But Jessie just walked out of the classroom leaving me upset. I followed her and grabbed her arm.
               “If you’d just tell me what happened!!”
               “I have a cancer, Liz!” shouted Jessie
I stopped. My hands became shaky.
               “I have a damn cancer! I will die. I’m gonna die!” Jessie cried.
My tears are falling. I couldn’t believe what she just said.
               “… why.. why didn’t.. you tell-“
               “I can’t Liz! I.. I can’t” said Jessie
               “I just hate it when like you’ll stand there crying and watching me. Dead. And I can’t do anything!!”
Jessie collapsed. I quickly ran to her and shouted for help. Students gathered to pick up Jessie.
               “ Just promise me, when I die, don't come near my body because my hand may not be able to wipe your tears anymore” said Jessie, smiling as the students took her away.
I sat there. Crying. That was the last words I heard from Jessie and the last time I saw her.
It’s been two years. I’m walking around this beautiful city. I pass the Lorient High School. Just looking at it makes me cry and smile too.
               “Hey Liz! Aren’t you going to the mall? Do you want to go together?” said Kylie in a sweet red dress
               “Sure. Let’s go.” I smiled and we chat together just like best friends.
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